Worship Wednesday, on Thursday - What it Feels Like - FFH

Over the past few days, my heart has been so burdened for some particular loved ones. People I know are facing so much uncertainty in their lives and are scared about how God's will is playing out in their lives. I KNOW it's hard to hear, "It's God's Will", or "Just lay it down and let him work it out". For me, I want to be in control of anything I can, so sometimes its hard just to wash my hands of it and hand it over to God.


When my Dad was sick and faces some of his darkest hours, Scott told me heard this song and it completely broke him. We listened to it together and just sobbed. We both agreed that we weren't sure why God was bringing our family down this dark, heartbroken road and why our family was facing this, but God just kept telling us that he was in control and just to allow him to lead our family on this journey.

I want to encourage you today, if your heart is broken, if you are scared, if you feel alone, if you are unsure, God's hand will be in everything if we just trust in him! Sometimes its so hard to understand WHY?? God's will is perfect and no matter how much it hurts sometimes, pray God continue to keep you in His will! I pray we all allow him to lead us today!

So this is what if feels like to walk the wilderness

and this is what if feels like to come undone

So this is what if feels like to loose my confidence

unsure of anything or anyone

So this is what if feels like to walk the desert sand

and this is what if feels like to hear my name

and to be scared to death cause I'm all alone

but feel love and peace just the same

And this may not be the road I would choose for me

but it still feels right somehow

And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now

So this is what if feels like to be led

So this is what if feels like to have it fall apart

to be totally unglued

and find out if I accept my brokenness

I get more of me, I get all of you

If this is what if feels like to be on shaky ground

Careful of every step I take

Realizing as I stop to look around

I look around and see everything a different way

and this may not be the road I would choose for me

but it still feels right somehow

cause I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now

So this is what if feels like to be led

and this is what if feels like to be led

So this is what if feels like to just walk away

from everything I thought kept me safe

to depend just on you for every meal

and find it's better this way

oh it's better this way

And this may not be the road I would choose for me

but it still feels right somehow

And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now

like i do right now

And this may not be the road I would choose for me

but it still feels right somehow

And I have never felt you as close to me as I do right now

And this is what if feels like to be led

And this is what if feels like to be led

And this is what if feels like